Overcoming my crap !

Have you wondered how the small joys of life have been sidelined by the irrelevant rantings of the daily grind. I can't speak for you but I sure have been peer boxed :). One day it's the job and the other day it's the house and it goes on. I find myself worrying about hundred other things which will not matter if  something happens to me. I have been running in a closed room for sometime now. My better half laughs at my ever changing aspirations. I am a dreamer but these days I find hard to keep up with myself. I wonder if its the mid life crisis that is hitting me. How can it hit me I have not grown past 25 ;). I guess there comes a phase in life where we need to clear the murky water. Sometimes I guess we need to be driven to the edge. The important point is to be careful and not jump from the edge. The clarity in life will prevail and calmness will return.

I am reminded of a coaching session recently. The coach was surprised at my self awareness. Believe me, it's no cerebral science ;). As I recollect having heard somewhere " being aware of your own crap and overcoming the crap are two different things " :) So I got to return to spot my star in the madness of life. Don't forget to smile and take it easy. All you silent visitors who come and go, thanks for coming :).

Be Still !

The stars shine through the darkest nights,
The sun shines after the storms pass,
The birds chirp on a foggy and groggy morning,
The children run with wide smiles as the clock strikes one.

The wars of the worlds are not yours to resolve,
The maze is in you to solve,
 The time to claim your glory is near,
 Faith and hope will sail you through,
 Be Still O Mind ! Be Still O Mind !
 For the world will soon dance with you celebrating the fireworks of your life.

All Dreams to Starboard !!

I wish someone told me that the blue skies were mine to reach,
Life was more than a cookie jar,
All I had to do was to open the jar,
And claim my fistful of joys and dreams.

I wish someone told me that the magic lies in our hands,
The fairy that waves her wand is in our mind,
So conquer your mind and set your heart,
To dreams that you once thought were myriad whines.

I wish someone told me that white and black are within us,
To become prey of the darkness is claiming victory in shallow waters,
But to swim in the radiance of honesty needs a breath from the abyss,
At the end, you are your ship's captain,
And you can choose to become the better of yourselves and more.

This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggers by BlogAdda

Of Life and Death !

The questions on life and death often persist in my sub conscious mind. They are invoked in times of uncertainty and despair. A sudden death of a dear one brings me back to my ponderings on this mysterious subject. Why is it that all good souls in most cases go back early? Why are people who defy the laws of humanity still alive and kicking. How does the whole cycle work? Who are we really? Where do we come from and go back ? If you google these questions, you will find a million answers. The answer is still unanswered.

Coming back to the uncle who passed away just two months before his dear daughter's wedding leaving the family behind totally heartbroken. He was excited about it, yet God chose a time to take him away when he was really needed. He was a man who lived his life for others and was always smiling. His funeral witnessed people from all walks of life. There was this man who lived a great life yet death took over him. His soul would be sad but I really hope that it crosses over. When someone leaves us, we often focus on the people behind for the obvious reasons. But my heart also goes out to the person who left unexpectedly. Hope what we read about death, transitions, souls is true. Hope there is somebody to console the soul who has attachments and unfinished tasks. Sometimes I question why couldn't be life any simpler. You should know your timeline on earth and act accordingly. But when I look around, I get my answers. We would not have been the same if it was all laid out in bare. The laws of nature and universe are beyond us. Having lost a parent, I know how it feels to lose one. I have seen that yet life will go on and their absence will never ever cease to exist. The Supreme power takes away one support system but will definitely bless you with something else. I saw it happen with us. We need to build on the legacy and values left by our loved ones. The journey will never be easy, yet there will be angels to help us out. Our loved ones will continue to watch over us. There are many things in the world which can never be explained by science. I had this feeling of my mom watching over me during a bad phase. She still reaches out in ways unknown. I hope that both these little girls who have lost their dad become more stronger and better of people in life. They carry ahead the great legacy left by their father. They become the better of themselves and make their father proud. It's easier said than done but I sincerely pray that they all be blessed abundantly. I always had weird ideas on the transition from life death. I believe the soul lives on and we are on a self evolving journey. We are a mere speck in this vast multiverse. We move from one plane of existence to another. If it was proved true, our pain would have been a little lesser knowing the our loved ones still live on. Our karma plays a vital part. Science may not be able to replace our loved ones but gives a hope in its multiple theories of existence. Life is short and unpredictable. We need to radiate with love and peace in our short stint with life. We can only hope that when we get to the final destination, we are better souls.

While I reflect on death, life is also equally intriguing. I guess I will have to write another post to delve on this topic. If you are reading this post dear uncle, leave your worries back here with us. You have got two wonderful daughters who would take care of aunt. Your son in law is your son whom you didn't get to spend time with and who will take care of everybody. The void can never be fulfilled and you would be missed by all of us. You will remain alive in our memories forever and ever. May you find peace. Your blessings will lead us ahead. When our time comes, we will meet you on the other side. You would have met Mama by now. Pass on our love to her and all up there. Take care.

Travesty of Honesty !

In today's uber-cool and intelligent world, do you think there is a value for honesty in our day to day lives. I dread to open the newspapers in the morning. There are stories that can shake up your faith in this world. Acts of absolute mockery of faith can wipe off our basic fundas of life. The web of  lies and injustice has spread its wings far and wide. Each step to clean this mess might take eternity. My heart bleeds to see the hatred spewing among fellow brethren for things that will not matter when we are gone. A father hurts his own child. A country being looted by its own men. Every nook and corner, you have people pulling you down. Dishonesty in relationships. Politics in the board room. Striving to run ahead the pack without an honest goal and the name of the game is being smart. Honesty is dying a slow death. It pains me to see the scrupulous world trying to convive in its fading glory. I know this is an abrupt post. The reason being there is so much going around which has disfigured my thoughts. 

The body will not live to enjoy the so called flights of  power, money and fame,All that will matter will be an honest name. I am no saint in the whole game,Let me reap some karma in truth's holy name,Travesty of  Honesty is truly a pain, Honesty by its virtue and not a mere facade, Will be like a victory of humanity in the end of days.

  

From a star to gold dust !

Of the many constellations that adorned the night sky, 

This star shone above the rest,

 With brightness that could evoke jealousy in a feminine mind,

 And fill a lifeless mind with songs of love and laughter,

  Such was the passion and compassion of a fallen star,

  Reduced to gold-dust atlast he was,

  Yet he remains priceless in the sands of time,

  But his memories will never fade in glory, 

  And will whisper a tale in the timeless winds forever.

My amateur attempt to write something called poetry.

Dedicated to one of my favorite old time stars...Mr Rajesh Khanna ! You will be deeply missed :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vgDb4TQneA



Hello Up There !!

Now I understand, that I need to dedicate a blog post to get your attention Mister Up There ! I understand that you have been pretty busy attending to everybody out here. Yeah ! I get it. I know things are not exactly promising all around. But I could use a bit of smiles and sunshine specifically in one area of life. I know you know it all :)

Ok, things have not been heaven shining. I know that I have been a bit impatient. But I bet you know how is it for you, if your angels did not have any errands at hand ;). Thanks for the honeymoon period but now its time for you to get me busy. You sure do know that I can manage quite a few rights along with some wrongs. I want you to take some time out of your busy schedules and help me out here. I seriously doubt your intention in sending me here. You should have added some traces of shrewdness if you had to put me here. Work doesnt get done if you are just honest and do it right. The extra zing in the form of all the vices is required to take people notice of you. Grrrr! It might not be true everywhere but sure is where I am ;). Fine ! No more giving you a taste of what you dislike. 

I promise to be a goodie girlie. Please make the picture right :)

PS: Please do it as soon as you have some time

Loveeeeeeeee you :)
Muahhhhhhhh Hugs...You are the best !